Thoughts Haunts -----160923-----

Thoughts Haunts
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I lost my thoughts
Once I thought I was ending

Every day sleeping in dark room
I never thought of next day
darkness filled the home
Pooja room lit by the oil lamp

Drizzling sounds of music rain
pushed my thoughts out and wet
my ears filled in soundless ends
eyes in tears when haunted

I am pushed harder all alone
screaming for a catch in water
October second - a day of
Silent Carmic man's memorial

I whispered myself many a times
When I lost my catch 'I am alone'
Many were around all the time
But none heard my murmur

All always got away with work
I am left alone with regrets
What I lost was my thoughts
Once I thought I was ending

I want to ask to forgive me,
Where and when I am fallen,
I want to rewind me to invent
Die over and over again

What I did and had in past
Haunts me when I think ahead
I find dark home with no bit
Of light even in pooja room

Today when the whole home
Is bright and lighted I am lost
Lost in deep dark thoughts
Haunting me in black dark

I am not worthy of a bright day
No Devine power to bless
Death is dark and deep fall
it is bright thoughts that died

I lost my thoughts in haunt
Once I thought I was ending

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Nature to Showpiece -------160915------

Nature to Showpiece
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On the blue sky paper
From the color pallet sun
God - the great artist - drew
Rainbow in seven colors

Instantly drawing to erase
Again redrawing different
No stability nor repetition
Highly creative and smart
Not always that smooth
Chaotic and uneven
That made it beautiful
Nothing is to make sense
It is all experiments of God

Moon gave an authority stamp
On the work of love at night
The barred trees as frame
The beach of sand in front
Mountains on the far end
Beautiful girl on the shore
Evening pitch of boy walked
Along with father in brisk

All that was fetched by you
In a drawing at times
On a click caught by you
All in frame shut inside
Hanging as a showpiece !!
Resembling your closed life
Which God created bright
To be free in nature - lost !!
Tight rules and stable life
Upset on Chaos - Not cute
Instead of simple too  conscious
No experience of new path
All preset social justice !!

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16 verses on life ----160909-----

16 verses on life
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Incidental - unwanted got birth
Sigh of mother in womb gave life
Feel of right was my first birth cry
Affection poured around as baby

The me is what I learned from father
World got opened through teachers
Relations and trips were experiencing
I enjoyed in value and earnings

My job - salary was private livelihood
Created family to add my life choicest
Binding faith transferred into learnings
Back to village was to lead social life

Know Body-emotional-intellect depth
When Merging into societal acceptance
On rail of faith as in father's clutch; move
Unknowingly learning God; be Spiritual
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Life Story -Only Till it Ends. ---- 160909-----

Life Story -Only Till it Ends
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You took birth crying
In living you have to
Eat, laugh, play, chat, draw, read, write
Be with many
Grow rich
Make family
Know Socially
Charismatic
Learn and teach
Be simple, create troubles
Bow to higher
Get recognised
Learn
Pride and polite
Failure and success
Enjoy spirit and fun
Grow bright and spiritual
Create a enlightened life
Till the life ends
Last
Stylishly lays buried
U leave making all to cry

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Love to Live - East or West 160625

Love to Live - East or West
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Go to west to love east
Is it that u have to miss to love
Can't you gain and give
Love to live and live to love
Love, to supersede hatred
Be strong to resist weaknesses
Get inspiration, to lighten inner-mind
Be in self - attain the spirit
No east or west - all are relative
West is East to East at East

Learn to win over ignorance,
Live in dignity, wisdom and bliss
Truth alone survive
Health only is wealth,
Peace and love in heart
Smile like breath, unstoppable
Create self leadership
Close to best attitude
Live to care, share, love - all

Understand the misunderstanding,
Correct and proceed in positive
Forgive and don't fight and waste time
Don't loose humanity

Stop not; till achieve
Don't ever give-up
Give hand and don't ask
When u give
They too offer
To shake hands

Fun and joy filled life is to keep
Laziness out and being spiritual

Yesterday is past and pass it not
Today is for action and make it work
Tomorrow is always indecisive
Don't worry about the future
Live for the day
as you are ready to die Any moment
not waiting for a day ahead
Life is to live, love to live

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160625
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Misunderstanding 160624

Misunderstanding

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Mathew sir told me
I came to meet you
Thinking you as Fr.
His priest in church

But we parted being good
Good old friendship refreshed

Fame is clearly a total of
Misunderstanding that can
Gather around a new name
I got many such names

Before you start life
A part of you will die
I added friends
Killed my ego
By being what and how
They wanted me

Physical misunderstanding
Creates emotional togetherness
As u reflect a known close associate
Emotional misunderstanding
Creates physical hatred
You want to move apart physically

But, the other day
A known face
Thought so familiar
Had an argument
So much against each other
Fully filled misunderstanding

Start putting thoughts
Into words and sentences
Everything gets distorted,
Language is just not good enough
I use it because I have to,
But, I don’t put any trust in it.
Never understand each other.

Devil past haunt us,
On pains of mistakes
Tender moments of soul
Mostly forgotten on hate
This is the irony of love.

Between Love and Hate
Lies confusion, misunderstanding
Desperate hope keeps it close to love
The mood makes it close to hate

Let words go of what could have
How you should have said matters
You wish many a times in distress
You would have said differently

Truth you will understand
Upon forgiveness on others
This is the point you will be free
Free of tension of miss-tooks

Best and worst times of life coincides
Talent of the soul discovers joy in pain
Thinking of moments you long for,
You know you’ll never have them again

Wise communication is not hearing
What being said; but what not
Read between the lines to learn
What not said and why being wise.

We make our islands
Shout each other
Across seas of big
Misunderstandings

Regret is missing your only good friend
Someone exactly like you who reflect
Else love is really a stupid big mistake
Don’t be so hard when it don’t turn good

One person who loved deeply
Being sensitive showed it open
Worth knowing hurting is not
Showing who really you ar
Real love show many faces as it takes
Show all faces in moods to prove
That person wanted you in life
In hidden willful blindness
Fully misunderstood they stay
Two tongues in mouths not saying
Four eyes staring at different places
Two hearts in cement lost its beats

SNGuru told that untold love is lost

Unshown  love will gather fungus


160624
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Waiting 160501

Waiting
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Alone i waited Folding hands
No care for the hot sun out
In was chilled my cool self
usual crowded around gate

In haste, no delay i came
Longing the right first sight

Unblinked eyes all to gate
It swing open and closed

Black - long - fat - slim - all came
Waited in eager the pace amid

Who shall know my face and see
All I see one by on out
This side a group waiting
I shall see her, but locate me

sleep, sleepless
awake, smart and
Day by night passed
Waiting - seeking mom

What  if I stand alone?
Stay beside the son
She will quickly glare
The smart boy

I wait with joy coming pair of eyes
A heart behind it that waved
garner-up its fruit as tears
Happy occassion of end of wait


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